Well I'm going to survive, some how. but I will.
I'm not even angry anymore. I'm just sad now. My nearly three years old pet rat is dying. She's so cold and thin it hurts to see her. My game characters are all named after my rats. Kherron's been gone years now, but I'll always remember her. Is why my user name is almost always Kherron20. I was 20 when I first started using it.