After some thoughts I think that I never should come back to haven. When I played this game, I remember that I stole bear cape from Constantinople (or however it was called) by mistake, I wrote about this on forum, owner messaged me and I gave back stolen item. Now place like this have no chance for existance. I forgot that everything changes. When I started playing new haven, I helped various people by giving them clover and other stuff so they can ride a horse and explore faster. Behaviour like this is probably nowdays considered as something retarded. I can't say that I don't care and I'm not mad about dying, I lost my character which took my time to level things up ect. I can't be mad that pupsi and others killed me, because that's how haven works, but I'm kinda mad that this makes them happy and I gave them satisfaction by dying. I had a silly belief that I can live in a small village exploring, leveling up and maybe trading with neighbours, no chance for that. What is more, now I don't know how i could even pay to support a game where I can die due to the bug and lose everything what I achieved by spending my free time on game. This game is just not for people like me. Player who has more time and lives in a bigger village wins, and that would be fine, but not when his entertainment is to kill people who just can't spend as much time in game as he spends. Jorb said once to me that if I don't like how someone plays, I can kill him. Well I can spend months to become Grim Reaper somehow, and kill people which playstyle doesn't suit me, but would that change anything? I thought it might be fun to pay someone to do this instead of me and laugh like others laugh when they kill noobs, but I must admit that it's really retarded idea. Why the fuck I even had an idea like this, pay money just to see someones character dying ingame
Anyway it's just my fault that, as someone said, I didn't take this game as a huge deathmatch. I lost and got rekt. I leave you now and good luck in further game. Peace!