Loftar,
I know this might be hard for you since your panic episodes and autistic spectrum disorder have been getting worse over the past year, but it's a discussion that we need to have as a community and as a family of people that care about you. You need to stop working for Paradox on Salem. Your mother has been worried that you've been acting very anti-social lately. You suffer from severe aspergers/autism and you mother wouldn't have said that you're acting anti social unless it was to an extreme that worried her. We care about you, Jorb cares about you.
I know that you have felt the need to work for money to help cover the cost of your medical bills that your parents predominantly cover. Having the in home mental health nurse visit you a few times a week is expensive, sure, but what's even more taxing is the burden that this work has taken on your health. You don't eat much, you hardly sleep, and you're going into strange fits over colors and sounds even more than usual.
We miss being able to talk to you on IRC and on the forums, but between your stress induced panic attacks, mental health journal, and ASD episodes we don't even know if you're going to snap out of it half the time.
Please, before Paradox fires you for being incompetent as Salem turns out to be a massive failure, leave the game and come back to developing Haven on the weekends. We miss the old you and miss W3 before you got hooked on developing Salem and your massive mental health breakdown.
Sincerely,
The Haven and Hearth Community