I'm dead. My only regret is not meeting Raephire at the RoB for a dramatically naked stone axe battle.
I could try to explain myself or defend my actions, but that didn't work the first time so I'll just carry on being the Rita Revolta/Sauron character that others created.
If you're unfamiliar with the belief system, it sets me back to 50/50 Change/Tradition if I ever reincarnate. Tempted as I may be to spend a few days crawling back up to Tradition for Round 2, I think it's time for all of us to live in comparative peace.
You can tell your friends to come back, and probably still live in that same place. Once the corpse blocking the gate decays, anyway. That was a dumb place to die.