Schwarzvald wrote:I want to die every single day but I’m too much of a coward to kill myself, so I live my life on autopilot. Occasionally breaking free with moments of hateful lucidity just to leave an irrelevant remark, physically, mentally, or spiritually.
Why bother do anything in life at this point?
Anyone I can trick into feeling sorry for me is left drained of finances and energy, and completely devoid of Themselves.
I think I’m a net negative in people’s lives and haven’t figured out a way to consistently and profitably take advantage of this fact other than stocks/equities; trading things I know to be worthless to retards, or bots.
Narcissism is exhausting.
Nobody I’ve ever met has done anything worthwhile, and I’ll probably forget more than you’ll ever know.
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you've allowed a very abrasive and annoying vestige of yourself to boil over all over this forum, but we only point and laugh at that one piece. you shouldn't see this vomit of you as all you are because we are all more than just what we expel. you're still anonymous and we don't know the real you. and thus our jokes and insults fall only on a false partial version of you that you've allowed to embody your worst aspects. stop telling yourself you're a failure just because the worst version of yourself is a rude annoying person, that's the worst version of all of us at best. if i were you i would let those insults die with that vestige and just pretend all this never happened because at the end of the day all that did happen is you screamed at a void and we chuckled.
if you want a simple method that helped me when i thought my life felt like walking on a treadmill, rearrange your bedroom and force yourself to keep the new bedroom clean. that's your one nice spot you have to keep clean. also make yourself a good morning routine, make your bed and brush your teeth and drink a cup of coffee and read one or two pages of something. i find that it's hard for me to make routines and easy to slip out of them, but the world makes more sense when i have them.
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Archipenos wrote:Irl if someone kills me, if I want to burn their house down, nothing but fear of the law or reprisal or my own moral compass stops me.