Jalpha wrote:It is always interesting to see the slanted opinions people form from my online identities. Suffice to say you do not know me at all, so your advice is totally irrelevant. I am aware that I have used this community as a place to run thought experiments. Much of the community has taken great delight in using this against me and that is their prerogative. Many others do not appreciate my thought experiments at all. Others simply rage at my total disregard for conformity.
I think you are also totally misguided in your claim that I do not seek or know truth.
I take you all much less seriously than you take me. Obviously. But... Why are you talking about me at all? I am quite bemused by just how invested in me so much of the community has become. It's kind of creepy to be honest.
Jalpha, I've known you for almost a decade.
You are not running thought experiments. This is you, all the time. Drunk, sober, angry, happy, it does not change.
No matter who is part of the social group you join, discord, forum, skype, no matter how much you like or dislike your company, this exact thing has happened atleast a dozen times over in the time I've known you.
You get too comfortable with your setting, you let some of your bizarre opinions slip during a night of drunkenness, or add an angry retort in to a conversation you're not even a part of on a bad day ...
Eventually everybody sees your true colours.
Everybody knows exactly who you are in this community, the type of person you portray on this forum or in any discord is exactly who you are. Your behaviour speaks volumes about your personality.
Having racist, sexually perverse, illegal, hateful, degenerate, extreme or simply ignorant views of the world will not get you far in a social situation that isn't an echo chamber for these beliefs.
There are probably 1000s of forums, facebook groups, discords and other communities online where people would definitely share your beliefs about gay people, children, women, other races and cultures, and all your other bizarre and crazy ideas.
Unfortunately for you, this community is very eclectic, so the prevailing tone is that of the current world right now, a lightly progressive leaning norm.
Nobody is interested in humoring a racist or sexual deviant.
You are not socially above anybody here, nobody will ever believe that this is some kind of grand social experiment of yours, you have not been pretending to be this way for 10 years.
This is who you are and nobody likes it. I highly recommend that you either change or find a different community, because this desperate attempt to claw your way out of the pity and disapproval of your peers with insane narcissistic illusions of grandeur is gag-worthy at best for everybody reading.
Don't get me wrong here, I wish the best for you.
I hope you find your community, I really do.
I just really need you to understand that what you are trying to pull here might be the most cringy thing you have ever attempted, and that is saying a lot for knowing a narcissist for 10 years.
Please move on, or get help my dude.